And you thought you lost me. Not! Um, does anyone say that anymore? I wish I could tell you that I’ve been doing something wild and crazy like . . uh, hmmm, . . I’ve been on an African safari, or, been climbing the Himalaya’s (sp?). Even, rafting down the Colorado River with five totally ripped men taking me to their rustic hidaway in the mountains to ravish me at their will. Sorry. Sometimes my imagination just wanders into erotic places.

No, actually I’ve been doing the same ‘ol stuff. Just muddling through the days. I’m still not fully employed, and, technically I’m homeless. I’m looking for a rental home with a nice yard for my dog, Oliver. And, my son Michael and his fiance’ Kelly are wanting to move in with me.  Currently I’m living with my friend Alicia and her family. I’ve been here for a few weeks. All things considered, it’s been pretty nice. We all get along well and except for a few small issues, things have been good.  She has two really cool kids who make each day an adventure. Her hubby is a good guy. And there are two feisty kitties. Even though this is a comfy living arrangement, it’s time to have my own space.

I’m ctually going to another recital for their daughter Gabby today. She is in a jazz dance squad here in Romeoville, called the Romeoville Razzlers. I know she’ll be great! I promise to write more soon. Caio for now.

So little Miss Gabrielle had a dance performance today. Outside. Yes. Romeoville has their annual Halloween fest going on and Gabby is on the Romeoville Razzlers team. Jazz & hip-hop dance. Considering the temperature outside the girls did very well. True performers.

Not much happening lately. I’m looking for someplace top live again. The estate that I’ve been administrating is finally closing this month. My son wants to move back in with me. I’m fine with that. I’ll just have to get used to dirty socks on the floor again. Good thing I’m not perfect. (Smiles)

Hey did I mention I’m unemployed. Again. Yes. the big ax came down last week. I’ve already applied for unemployment and been approved. So thats something. Im digging the improptu vaca and am open to any suggestions for fun times. Anyone??

If you have a link to any cool jobs out there let me know. I’m pretty tired of working in call centers. It seems like the only jobs out there have you attached to a headset and locked into a cubicle. It’s really not a pleasant way to spend almost half of your awake hours. Don’t get me wrong. I klnow I need to work. And I didn’t choose a career, but I just want to do something that pays decent and lets me use my excellent customer service skills while feeling like I’m contributing to the well being of the human race. And no, I’m not going to be a missionary. I’m certainly no Angelina Jolie.

Peace

We are truely blessed here in the midwest to be able to enjoy such a wonderful season this fall. I have been fortunate enough to be able to get out a bit and enjoy the wonderful weather we are having. It’s been very nice, somehwnat hot a week or so ago though. The day today is crisp and clean.  I’m loving it.

Speaking of loving it, McDonald’s is at it agin. The annual Monopoly game. I have been eating waaaaay too many Big Macs and large fries while trying to win something like a cool million. What I am indeed winning are some clogged arteries and higher blood pressure. SOMEBODY STOP ME PLEASE!!!!

Not much happening otherwise. Just the usual stuff. I’m not sure I’m going to be able to vote. I was regestered when I lived in the other house, however I never changed my address with the DMV so no one may know where I live. I’ll keep you posted.

Well what can I say? It’s been a long time coming for me to write something in this blog. And surprisingly I don’t have a lot to say. Things are pretty much the same. I think I’m actually leading a fairly simple life. I am considering some places to move in the near future. I should be able to find something reasonable, I hope. I’m feeling kind of melancholy lately. Maybe it’s Autumn fever. The opposite of Spring fever?

Just waiting on the chinese guy to get here with the food. I’m hungry.

Picked up some books at the thrift store. Havent been to the library in a while.

Had a great garage sale last month. Had another this past weekend that was a flop. We’re going to try it again in a week or so.

My great friend Linda sent me a present – “A New Earth”, by Eckhart Tolle. She wants me to read it. I think I will do that. She is quite the friend. I love her.

I still have no cable at home, or internet. Soon though. I get lost being away from the news. Although it is pretty peaceful around the house.

So I read, I play video games, I spend time with friends. Life is good. LIfe is great!

Howdy folks,

It’s been a fantabulous weekend so far. Lots of fireworks fun, friends, food, drink and more fun. I missed those of you I didn’t get to see though. There is always next weekend though. Party on.

Back to work tomorrow. More fun. More later.

I started with this employer in May. If you recall I had a two week classroom training session with two weeks of follow up at a desk with established reps taking c alls. Last week was my first week on my own and it became easier as I went along day by day.

This week I came in on Monday and after two hours was called in the office by my supervisor who let me know that there was an opportunity for a position in a ‘new’ department and if I wanted it I could start the training session for that immediately. I took the opportunity.  So now I’m again in classroom training, this time for three weeks on a new system for a new platform.

On another note, we had a ridiculous offer on the house last week. $115,000.00 below the listing price. I simply laughed. We countered up about $90,000.00 and he said “No”. Oh well. His loss. I’m going to be having the estate sale soon. I need to get it all together. Unpacking boxes full of glassware and stuff. There are some pieces of furniture that I have to move back form where I’m living to the house for the sale. I’ve decided that I don’t really want them afterall.

I just watched, “Disturbia” and “Freedom Writers”.  And just rented “Land of Women”, and “Live Free and Die Hard”. Popcorn anyone? Maybe Milk Duds.

  Happy Fourth of July in case I don’t get online again. Be safe!

i wrote in this blog. i’ve been very busy with work and sleeping. my brain is pretty fried. i’m getting overwhelmed and i don’t know how i’m going to handle it. it’s not as if this is my first time being overwhelmed. i know it gets better. usually. my current worries are how am i going to continue working while finding a new place to live and arrange an estate sale for my aunt’s property. i’m not asking you, the reader, for advice. just whining. that’s something i perfected long ago. (llok. i’m so tired i even forgot to capitalize some of my letters in this writing).

had a nice weekend. and i’m off of work tomorrow. wnet to the strawberry festival in long grove. very nice. my feet hurt. ate too much sweet stuff. i wish i had someone to rub my feet.

finished reading, “i know this much is true”, by wally lamb. very long and very intrigueing. good though. currently i’m reading, “the memory keeper’s daughter”, by kim edwards, which is turning out to be a bit like, “i know this much is true”.

so last week i was dieting. tonight i’m going to get a pizza.

Finishing up reading “This Much I Know Is True”, by Wally Lamb.

Movies this week: “Mr. Brooks” with, Kevin Costner, William Hurt, Demi Moore and Dane Cook. (**) “August Rush” with, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, Keri Russell. (***) “Holiday” with Cameron Diaz, Kate Winslet, Jude Law and Jack Black. (***) “30 Days of Night” with Josh Hartnett, Melissa George (***)

sucks!

However, having the freedom to work and live as we want is part of the American dream so on we all go.

The job is starting to make some sense and I can honestly say that I have never seen a company more confused in my life. Being an affiliate of a major energy provider in the state, you would think they could come up with a plan to interface with the ‘mother ship’ a bit easier. If I could only write programs. It is amazing what each of the workers has to go through just to update a file. I’m only in training and I felt today like I wanted to throw a computer across the room. Hopefully, it will get better. Word around the office is that it remains frustrating even after you master the system.

On a more lighter note, my poodle found herself a new home. She was let out of my house last Friday when the air conditioning tech was working on the AC unit. She ran around the block where two little girls found her and then came knockling on my door. I crazily asked them if the wanted to keep her. I say crazy because I should have asked their mother or father not them. However it turned out fine and the mom came and spoke with me through translation on Saturday and said they would love her. The girls have renamed her and they brought her over to see me on Monday. She is very happy and spoiled and ignored me as the meanie who gave her up. I just hope it continues to work.

So, I just rented two movies from the libray. Gonna go home and watch one.

Peace ~

Getting used to this working thing. Nice thoughts though as I approach my first paycheck tomorrow. Training is going well. Been listening to a guy named Grabowski all week who is just a blast. Everything is funny to him. He has been a blast! He’s a trainer with the company and assures us that we are going to be great at this job, while making big bucks. Very nice to know. He started there three years ago when his video business fell apart due to the influx of Netflix and other mail order video clubs. I’m not going to bore you with the training. Basic computer systems and rules this week. Next week, phones and calls.

Got new tires. YEAH!

I’ve been going home after work and pretty much collapsing. I have to say though that getting up and out of the house feels good. To be among the living. Nice. And getting paid for it too.

I’m on a journey to find the best egg rolls and pot stickers around.

I spoke with my friend Mark last night. He is doing very well out in Massachusetts and New York. He is a house and pet sitter. He has also started his own business performing Reiki and selling crystals. These are interests that he has had since I’ve known him and I’m glad to see that he’s sharing his gifts with others. I can tell you that I’ve experienced his healing powers myself. Many times. Last night as I was on the phone with him he was making guacamole. He reminded me that Linda, him and I used to make it when we were together.

Linda, Mark says, “Hi” and hopes you are well.